Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Today is such a bad day.
Hah!
Teacher went through maths wksht.
All wrong.
=.=
Got back result.
A.maths result.
Failed.
The only girl of coz.
Well...
Kinda expected it already.
Thought i was prepared for it,
But i ain't.
Expected myself to fail.
But i didn't want that.
Somewhere deep in my heart,
I didn't really expect me to ACTUALLY fail it too.
My feelings were so contradicting.
So...
Saw the results, damn disappointed.
I mean.
If i get D7 it's okay right?
But why do i hafta get E8.
It's so ugly.
O:
Nbms, 8 is a lucky number. ^^
But if i think again.
At least i didn't get F9 or failed english like others.
Though it's still kinda sad.
To be one of the ONLY four that failed it.
Eh...
Went down for recess.
Have no idea why the hell i did that.
Shudn't have done that.
Ate porridge.
Den added shit in.
Extra.
Shit.
Eat until i wanna die.
It's so disgusting.
...
Okays.
So i didn't finish all and yea,
I know i waste food so don't bother telling me that.
_|_
It just pisses me off.
I mean.
EVERYONE GOT DAYS WHERE THEIR APPETITE IS NOT AT THE BEST CONDITION RIGHT?!
Fucker.
And if one is in a bad mood,
One can't really take jokes so yea.
Real sorry bout that.
After that.
English.
Forget bring my fucken files.
Yaya, sorry bout that.
I have poor memory.
Well, at least got people accompany me.
And we were forgiven. O:
Though the teacher was also in a damn bad mood when she came in.
=.=
I've tucked the files in my bag alr. No worries!
If there are no files in my bag tmr,
I bet theres a hole in my bag and yea, time to change it. (:
Received SS result.
Total-ed up my humanities.
C5
Fuck it.
And all my frens got like, As?!
=.=
If i get back my results today, it means that i've done badly.
(:
Lucky theres only 2.
Really.
My results sucks.
It makes me wonder how i get into this class.
But
Like the saying, you reap what you sow.
I got Suckky results coz,
I didn't really study for them!
I'm really stupid.
stupid.
FUCKEN STUPID.
FUCKER.
Everyone says that too.
But it's just common test 1.
Don't worry, just buck up for the others!
Everyone says THAT too.
=.=
Ya, i know. It's ONLY CT1.
But people just wanna be depressed for awhile.
Not only for that, for some other things too,
That has been stressing up in their body for quite some time.
They don't really want others to know.
It's just that they can't control.
So, sorry.
Know ure trying to be nice but please.
I rather you just stay beside me.
Rather than saying some things to 敷衍我
and afterwards running away to god knows where.
Mouth got 4 ulcers.
Eh.
Hurts damn lot.
=.=
Today still got CCA wtf.
Wanna take MC.
Can't.
Fuck this school.
Fuck this world.
O:
After CCA can't believe the LOCK for the door was gone.
Thanks to some seniors.
They left it in the cupboards
Deeep deeeeep in the cupboards where we store our guzheng.
Thats what yun said.
Okays.
WIN.
FUCKER.
WASTE OUR TIME.
=.=
Wasted around 30mins.
30mins is precious okay?!
Wasted so much time, so much money today.
I'm feeling so spent...
So shagged...
So.. contradicting.
It's feeling like the end of the world.
I wanna cry.
Anw, I was wondering.
Does anyone stand at the door and wave wave wave to your parents,
shout byebye~
Until they went in the lift?
Or until they turn or smth?
Well, i have been doing that for years.
And i just found out recently,
That maybe i'm the only weirdo in this whole world,
doing that.
They work nightshift.
My mom is just helping my dad.
Everytime around 9 liddat they go off.
And I'll say byebye~ the moment they stepped out of the house.
Stop whatever i'm doing.
And stand at the door.
Watching them.
I've no idea why but i feel happy just by doing that.
And i've no idea why,
But the lift was always so slow.
So i'll stand by the door for like 2-3 minutes,
without walking away,
turning away,
just looking at them.
If i don't do that everytime,
before they went off to work,
I'll feel uneasy.
I can't explain why though.
Sometimes i'll even go to the window,
Watch them get in the car,
Watch as the car goes down the road,
Till i can't see them anymore, before continuing what i was doing.
Why?
I just love them so much.
So much that i have no idea how to express it.
And why did i just notice that now?
So weird.
Today is such a weird day,
Full of contradicting feelings.
So shagged,
Sleeping now.
Good night.
Sweet dreams, sleep tight.
...
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
CNY DAY 2 ~~~
Erm.
today i woke up by myself YAAAAY!!!
i set 5 alarms. [phone]
den den.
i snooze from 8.20 till 9.
=.= 5 mins den ring again liddat
LOL.
so you can count how many times the alarm rang. =.=
poor me.
i'm such a pig
!!
first one to wake up though.
and i have no idea why.
mama is slping on the sofa. o.o
okays.
den
usual things larh.
prepare~
and and.
on the car.
i suddenly remember.
i haven eat anything. =D ...
die.
later sure wanna vomit ):
but lucky nvr~
den go..
...
i dunno hu he/she is =D
dunno~
jus say uncle and aunty bahs.
de house.
they cooking for us =D
ate shark fin HEHEHHE.
xD
okays.
and
only one bowl of shark fin...
hungry =.=
it's not enough ):
nbms D;
den the housey oso beli small. o.o
so after eating we all go out to the corridor and standstand/chatchat
took some photos oso.
afterwards
go ah gong's house =DDD
took ang bao~
hehehe.
den den.
saw niece ):
she got permission to come out from hospital for oni few hours..
haish. ):
i miss her D:
haaaaaaa~
all my cousins still as cute as ever~
funny =D
oh.
and and
i remembered. =D
i pinched my cuz's leg.
okays.
pinched nth.
he is too skinny. nth for me to pinch. =.=
EVERYONE IS SO SKINNY D:
NO MEAT TO PINCH ONE.
BABIES BEST =D
the face so chubby
LOL.
pinch*
and i jus found out.
shit.
i learnt something bad from korkor liaos LOL.
coz korkor oso likes to pinch babies' cheeks alot
D:!!
okays.
den afterwards go to ~
UNCLE'S HOUSE =D
gambled.
but i oni watch the adults gamble D;
den play wif the kids.
oh ya.
got one.
toddler.
coz playplay halfway she go find her daddie marhs.
den hor i take tht chance run off. :X
afterwards she whole day ignore me T-T.
lala
i played wif my cuz's phone too!! xD
and everything.
argh.
okays.
had steamboat.
play for awhile more.
go liaos.
it's still veri early sia.
D:
this time everyone damn early go off alr. ):
sad*
oh yea~
took more photos today =D
BUT NO PHOTOS STILL~
COZ CAMERA AT JIE THERE.
AND NOW SHE AT HER FREN HOUSE PLAY MAHJONG LOL.
den kor at cuz's house play mahjong.
haish.
all throw me at home.
):
sad*
okays.
getting slpy.
i think i better finish my manga and anime.
den go slp lerhs.
yep
so
tata~
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
TODAY.
IS.
AN.
UNLUCKY. [?]
DAY.
LOL.
Gonna go out of house le lehs.
Den suddenly stomach ache. wtf.
looked at watch.
2mins left before the time when i normally leave the house.
so i was thinking.
just hurry up.
settle in 1min [impossible]
LOL.
den in the end.
made ah yun them wait.
D:!
solli..
not purposely one.
is suddenly diarrhea. D;
ooookies.
den
den.
erm.
okays.
reaching school.
okays.
stomach ache.
BTH LIAOS.
i almost wanted to shout to yun's dad.
UNCLE
FASTER PLS
LOL.
aiya
den den.
go down liao hors.
i gave zozo my book.
den "run" to toilet.
reach toilet.
o.o
not pain lerhs
LOL.
okays.
den climb up stairs.
wtf.
ache again. =.=
OKAYS
SO
I
RAN
TO
THE
5TH
FLOOR
ONE.
EH.
NOT
PAIN
ANYMORE.
LOL.
so go back class.
YAAAAY.
thats why i'm so fast.
so actualli.
i didn't shit.
:x
BUT IN CLASS.
SUCKER LEHS.
PAIN AGAIN. ):
aiya.
But nvr go toilet in the end.
den hor.
Okays.
After that going hall right. =D
i waited for my flens. =D
carrying my bio thinggys using left arm.
den i dunno why.
suddenly depress
so hor
i go lean against the door.
den use my right hand push against the door. =D
scratch*
okays.
what happened. o.o
den i looked at my wrist.
oh
...
kena scratch...
by what
...
den i saw my file..
OH
BY MY FILE.
=.=
PRO.
LOL.
Den afterawhile.
WAH WAH WAH.
STARTED BLEEDING!! =DDD
Abit nia larhs.
*disappointed*
I thought will bleed more one. ):
lala.
Okies.
den afterwards.
HUH.
TODAY.
BUY THE E-DIC LE ARHS?
LOL.
I FORGOT.
D:
den thought i didn't have enuff money.
but checked wallet.
OH.
faster take money run downstairs. =D
den den.
i saw yuting.
i go talktalk to her.
den hor.
oh
.
okays.
i bought the dic.
den i turn.
chua tio*
i didn't noe.
there was a line behind.
and i cut their queue!!
so guilty*
LOL.
den den ran back up stairs yea.
=D
skip skip*
after sch go take geog file D;
den go eat.
den go guzheng
LOL.
guzheng.
tiring.
):
I think i'm too tired.
thats why i keep forget the notes.
den playplay.
stun*
huh
where.
where!!
LOL.
sad life.
okays.
denden,
afterwards.
settle the seating arrangement for friday's performance.
me second row again.
always.
COOOOL.
XD
teacher say everyone gets a chance to sit at front row.
but not me!! :X
coz every practices i sit at the front row.
den teacher thought performances i've also sat at the front row before.
hehe.
but sadly no.
xD!
SO
I
WAS
FREEEEEEEEE EACH AND EVERYTIME.
from the audiences.
=D
okays.
so happy.
and.
sad life for ting, zo, yun and
bimbo.you can't change ur fate. ;)
afterwards~
playplay.
oh.
den end liaos.
go bak by yun papa's van. =D
climbed up the van.
scratch*
okays.
what did i scratch this time? =D
MY KNEE.
AGAINST THE WOODEN PLANK.
LOL.
why am i so pro. =.=
den reach home.
knee started bleeding a lil O:
when showering damn pain LOL.
the smaller the wound, the more it hurts.
i wonder why... ):
BUT MY WRIST ONE DOESN'T HURT. O:
okays.
denden.
after showering.
i noticed.
eh...
why.
got one
blue-black below my knee there.
WHAT HAPPENED.
LOL.
that one
i really have no idea how i got it.
yep.
and.
all my "injuries"
were at the right side. =.=
pro.
smth is wrong wif me today.
definitely.
anw.
got one bad news.
First time
I have totally no confidence in playing for the sch.
I mean.
It's like still kinda messy liddat.
I really dunno lerhs. =.=
I think we will mess up.
:X
who knows!
=D
okays.
end.
of.
story.
going slp.
=.=
nvr take nap today. tired lerhs. ):
Byeeeee.
