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Friday, January 29, 2010

weeheee~
today went zoey housey
play mahjong LOL.
at first.
i forgot which floor she live at leh.
issit 5th or 6th? LOL.
den i go 5th.
okay.
saw the door.
is her door.
yep.
=D
den
dingdong~
o.o
someone opened the door.
o.o
HUS THT
NVR SEE BEFORE
AAAHHH!!
did i get the wrong door?
LOL.
den i say
erm
i'm looking for zoey.
LOL.
like so
awkward
=.=
denden, i didn't hear what he say. =.=
coz...
my hearing doesn't work tht well. =D
but i think he said smth like wait..? D;
den hor
close door*
O.O
i went totalli O.O!
liddat.
Den i panicked.
DID I RELLI GO TO THE WRONG DOOR?!
LOL.
was about to call zozo.
den so zun
zozo open the door. o.o
OOOH.
den i found out
tht was her dad.
Ehee! :P
nvr see her dad before marhs.
xD

Lala~
Denden
I USE COMP FIRST =D
HEHEHEH.
before playing mahjong
lalalal~
lose
LOSE DAO... D;
zozo more worse =D
yun most happi lorhs. LOL.
afterwards gonna play daidi one.
den become disturb zoey's fren.
we go her msn.
go find her bf contact.
LOL.
den
spamspam HAHA!
was like
J***** NOOB!
_|_ smth liddat LOL.
typed lotsa rubbish
forgot larhs.
denden disturbed mani others oso.
chong boon and shao wei tio oso.
HEHEHEHE.
PS! XD
Oh ya.
den we still block and del her bf contact LOL.
:X
afterwards i played her psp!!
played djmax
den afterwards pangya.
when playing pangya, was playing daidi too.
D;
kept losing.
I SUCKED AT IT. D:!
den afterwards yun wanna try pangya~
LALALA =D
and i was basically stressing her
LOL.
coz she keep get "bogey"
hahahah!!
den keep lose.
so i tell her YOU DUN WIN YOU DIE LOL.
no larhs
is smth liddat nia.
xD
i don't rem what i said.
D;
den she say she veri stress.
and zoey was jus luffing. ):
OH~ den we play until 7+ den go home.
heh.
didn't notice the time. =.=
was gonna go home at 6+ derhs... D:
okies.
i've nth more to say
LOL.

TODAY
MORNING.
depression =.=
I've no idea why.
Was happy at first.
But when i reached downstairs.
Sat in ah yun papa de van
suddenly thought of smth.
den go emo. =.=
But recovered damn soon.
I DON'T THINK ZOEY NOTICED IT
HEHEHEHE.
=D
okies.
just some extra craps.
D;
I cant believe i haven touch any hwk. O.O
OKIES.
ME
GO
OFF
LERHS.
=D
SHALL WAKE UP EARLY TMR!! [hope i can ):]
TATAAAAAAAAAS~

LOSTSOUL;
9:44 PM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

yaaay~
Today yang is such a blardy good gal~ =D!
I finished my POA before coming on9
D;
I finished my hwk!! =DDD
OH.
And i jus remembered i have bio TYS too.
=D ....
Nbms.
Finish MCQs alr!!
SECTION A TMR DEN DO D;
AND I JUS REMEMBERED
TMR GOT CCA
DIE.
=.=
Nbms.
D:
I DUN DO
!!
):
okies.
I'm being stupid
.
...
....
.....
lalala~
I shall go slp now. O:
TATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

short and stupid post.*

LOSTSOUL;
10:45 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

YAAAAY!!
I HAVEN FREAKING FINISH MY HOMEWORK. =.=
Kays.
I left maths.
Like
Around 10 questions i dunno how to do.
Hehehehe. xD
I shall go sch do corrections! =D
Den den
English hafta search dunno what irony crap right? D:
Forgot..
Den den
Geog arhs...
I SHALL COPY FROM SOMEONE.
THANKYU TO SOMEONE!
=D
Haven't yet decided who that someone is though...
I forgot how
to
read
graphs
.
?
I forgot
the
format
.
?

Dunno.
I only know i'm veri blur now.
O:

Den chinese left compo omt.
I think i better go finish compo first. D:

Den this morning kor told me
Today going rongrong's house.
Today her bdae!!
HER BDAE.
HOW CAN I
HER AUNT
FORGOT ABOUT IT.
OMT.
D:
I'm so bad.
I haven't been spending lotsa time wif her at hospital during holidays also.
Few days before her surgery, never go visit her oso...
Guilty*
I nvr even buy her bdae gift too.
Okays.
I'm feeling so dead now. =.=

Nbms.
I shall just finish my hwk first. D:
Den at night play wif her. D:
As apology. D:

Okays.
Off to do hwk. D:
Buhbyes.

LOSTSOUL;
12:23 PM


You ask me questions
You didn't give me time to think.
So you expect me to give you an immediate ans?
Sorry, but my brain is slow.
I need time to think.
Not like others.
And sorry if my explanation is bad.
In the first place.
I sux in coaching people.

You ask me questions again
I say i don't know.
And i seriously meant that.
Please don't give me some fucking lame reasons
Like what you're so clever how can you not know
Alllll those craps i tell you.
Like you don't believe me liddat.
IF you don't believe, don't ask me.
Or issit becoz you don't understand simple sentences like "I DON'T KNOW. "?

AND.
For your info.
Your position was higher than mine last year.
So shouldn't YOU be the SMARTER one?
And shouldn't it be ME asking YOU the questions?!

And please don't cry so easily.
Coz it kinda makes me feel that,
Everyone is blaming me for making you cry
Coz i never teach you all those craps.

BUT SERIOUSLY
I WANNA CRY TOO.
COZ I ALSO DUNNO HOW TO DO!
DEN I ALSO HAVE NO IDEA WHY,
WITH YOUR CRYING AND ALL
IT MAKES ME STRESS TOO.
=.=
So just cry?
Will be what some of you say?
BUT IF I CRY, NOTHING WILL BE SOLVED
SO CRY FOR WHAT?
=.=
AND AT THE END OF THE DAY
WHO WILL TEACH ME?!
NO ONE.
except for my beloved sister ♥.
EVERYONE EXCEPT FOR MY BELOVED FAMILY ♥ ARE FUCKERS!!
YAAAAAAAAY!!!
=D

Okays.
You know who you are.
Don't come and ask me.
I'll get pissed.
If you think it's you
Den it is you.
Understand?
=D

Lalala~
I don't hate you, for your info.
Just stop being a TOTAL pessimist,
Making everyone around you become a pessimist too.
STOP that.
=D
Lastly, stop stressing me out.
Thanks. (:

Sorry If i'm too harsh.
But thats just the way i am.
Not happy.
Don't friend me den.
Thats what kids do btw.
(:

LOSTSOUL;
11:58 AM

Thursday, January 21, 2010

You're making me confused.
Making me stress.
Making me mad.
Making my mind twisted.
I'm feeling so bloody hell twisted now.
Be it my character or personality.

Just shut the fuck up and stop asking how,
Stop asking why,
When you don't even give a damn shit about it, yea.
And stop bull shitting about how great you are.
It just seriously pisses me off.
Please do grow up?
And stop being stupid.

If you don't fucking like me.
Please.
Just don't talk to me.
Don't treat me like some substitution for god knows what crap.
When theres no one else to run to, you come running to me LAST.
Honestly, it makes me feel sick.

And please.
You think i really like you?
Sorry but i don't.
I just get close to you.
Coz i pity you.
For being so foolish,
Backstabbing me at the end of each day.
Hoping that everyone around me will end up becoming my enemy,
Distancing themselves from me.

But honestly, they know me better than you.
They know i won't do such things.
Even if they do leave me.
That just mean that
They don't understand me well enough.
To be my friend.
So.
I don't care if they leave me too.
But after thinking for awhile,
Maybe i am the one who is more foolish
And i should stop being foolish.
Coz I've had enough.


And yea.
I'm such a slut,
I'm such a bitch.
That's what you say
But what evidence you have?

NONE.


And i seriously think it's the end for you soon.
So now i'm saying byebye to you.
Bye.
Forever.
I won't ever see you again.
You wanna know why?
I'm giving you one last chance
To ask me why, for your info.
No wait, You don't hafta ask me why.
Let me just tell you the reason now.






Coz you're gonna die tomorrow.
(:

LOSTSOUL;
5:07 PM

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

OKAYS! HIIIII~
long time nvr post liaos. =D [ coz the blog is alr dead.]
TODAY BORED.
Not really, just wanna complain. =.=
complain over nth. =D
Actualli i have lotsa hwk to do one. D;
So shud be hwk spoilt my head.
Thts why i'm blogging now. =D

Lala~
Shall start with...
After school. =D
Today decided to take the bus homeeeee.
Coz i haven buy my maths files. LOL.
So talktalktalk at the bus stop.
Okays, met one new fren.
Hyper fren, didn't get her name.
Jin pei say is aloe vera
the vera at the back.
LOL.
I dunno if it's a joke or wat.
D;
Den den, bus come liaos, ALAS. like kiasu singaporeans liddis.
all CHIONG ARRRHHS! LOL.
Esp my new fren.
So cute sia.
Den hor
On the bus
I kept looking at the ceiling. =.=
For WORMS. D:
WORMS. D:

I shall explain for those who dunno wat happen...
LOL.
Coz last time.
I took the bus, sat beside zoey.
Den talktalktalk and *plop*
WTF IS THT THING COVERING MY VISION LOL.
Den i remove specs.
EEEEEE.. GREEN WORM ON IT. D:
Den shake shake shake. WHY ISSIT NOT DROPPING!!
So i threw it on the seat.
And yea.
I left the wormmie on the seat. =.=
And... the wormmie jus stayed on the seat, not moving =D!
So sorry LOL.
SORRY TO THE POOR GUY/GAL? WHO SAT ON IT. :X
Yeaaaa.
Den i noticed i made a huge commotion in the bus
And lotsa ppl were looking at me.
malu. :X
And after that i kinda got scared of taking buses. =.=
ESP WHEN THE BUS IS BOTH GREEN INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. O:

Okays. shall continue with today de story. =D

Den hor alight at bangkit lrt there lorhs~
wif yuting & zoey.
Den found out zhen yun is not getting down. i wonder why.
I mean, we wonder why. LOL.
Den i remember she was surrounded by guys.
So maybe kena block =D.
and yep.
I just confirmed it jus now by going to her blog.
LOL.
Got RETARDS playing on the bus. =D
den blocked her way too.
And yep, left my poor fren on the bus. o.o

DENDEN, WHEN GONNA CROSS THE ROAD. I told my frens i going book shop D;
But i think my poor frens didn't hear coz the cars were too loud... haish.
Den left me alone when we were at the market. LOOL.

And hor... I called my sis. =D ask her what she wanna eat, shun bian buy. O:
DEN I TELL HER COME OSO. SHE DUN WAN.
LAZY ASS. ZZZ D:

Okays, so i bought hell lotsa things. and went home.
No free hands to open door. =.=
shouted.
OPEN THE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR.
And nobody replied.
i shouted again. =.= and...
My old man say wait.
okays.
I can see that he is faxing smth.
BUT WAN ME WAIT FOR HOW LONG.
So i jus dropped everything on the floor and opened the door myself.
=D
Went in
i dropped my arch? or issit arc? fileeees. on the floor and yep.
My freaking dad jus shout.
[ in Chinese, i translated.D;]
YOU ANGRY FOR WAT.
CANT YOU SEE I'M BUSY.
den i was like.
wtf?
and said.
WHAT I ANGRY.
WHEN DID I SAY THAT I'M ANGRY
=.=
Is like. I ALWAYS DROP THE THINGS ON THE FLOOR. =.=
Just that the arch files are big, and hollow.
So the sound is louder nia. =.=
and he said.
I ALR SAY I FAXING THINGS. den what blahblah
OKAYS.
AND BASICALLY
HE WAS JUS REPEATING HE WAS FAXING THINGS
DEN WHAT I ANGRY FOR WAT
ALLLLL THE WAY.
which was seriously pissing me off.
He even shouted at me wtf.
So i shouted back.
=.=
den he use one last resort.
SHOUT ONCE MORE I HIT YOU DEN YOU NOE.
Den i was gonna shout.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND SIMPLE CHINESE ISSIT? YOU FUCKING OLD MAN. :X
I ALR SAID I NOT ANGRY.
WHICH PART OF THIS SENTENCE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!
AND YOU WANNA HIT ME? GO AHEAD.
LIKE I SCARED WTF. =.=
But my beloved mama stopped me. D:
Okays
So i went in the room "quietly".
Shaking like siao. LOL.
So so so pissed off.
Dunno why.
I have a bad temper. =D
and my whole family does. =D
DEN HOR.
LATER ON, I FOUND OUT...
MY FREAKING SIS WAS IN THE ROOM HAPPILY WATCHING HER DRAMA SHOWS.
INSTEAD OF COMING OUT TO HELP ME OPEN THE DOOR.
O:
OKAY.
SHE WIN. =.=

End of my story.
I just remembered.
I got...
LOTSA HOMEWORK HAVEN DO. =.=
Tmr CCA, confirm no time do one. =D
so i better also finish those that hafta hand in on thursday & friday de by today. ):
Yang dun wan study liaos........... ):
But dun study no money. ):
No scholarship. LOL.
sad life.
I NID MONEY!!
Despo*
LOL.

Kkays. end of stupid story.
I shall go & bathe first den chiong hwk. =D BYEEEEEEEE!!
WISH ME LUCK. D;


P.S.
HOHO! YOU READING NOT? LOL. MY SWEEEEET HONEY. <3
Eh! dun let "ahem, ahem" see this. LOL.
:X
Mwah to you~ <3

LOSTSOUL;
2:40 PM